Update

Well, there is not much to say except that our frozen embryo transfer was not a success. We are so incredibly sad...no matter how many times you go through this you are never prepared for the phone call saying it didn't work. My head and my heart always go two different places on these days. In my head I know that I know that I know that God is good, He has a plan, and even though I don't understand, everything is as it is supposed to be. My heart on the other hand gets angry and questions why for almost 3 years we keep getting the same answer over and over again. Ultimately, God is the giver of life and only He can allow my body to become pregnant at the right time. As sad as I am I still choose to believe there is a purpose in us not being pregnant this month.

My friend Brandy emailed me a verse this afternoon that says...

“Because of the Lord's great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. I say to myself, ‘The Lord is my portion; therefore I will wait for Him.’ The Lord is good to those whose hope is in Him, to the one who seeks Him; it is good to wait quietly for the salvation of the Lord.” Lamentations 3:22-26

We continue to wait on the Lord and have hope in Him. God is good all the time...all the time God is good.